On a roll

I swear that my head starts thinking as soon as my eyes open, which I guess every one's head does that. Cause you have to be thinking in order to open your eyes. But that's not the thinking I'm talking about. What I'm talking about is that I started to wake up on my grandma's couch, after passing out last night. (I was tired from working the night before) I started thinking about what I can write in my blog today, when I'm going to work out, today is kenpo X. I was thinking about what my dad and I are going to do today. If my grandma is going to get out of bed, why I'm still single, is this as good as my life is going to get? Picturing what my life would be like with a super hot chick like Katie Downes.- picture to come later. She is amazing, My head tells me that I missed the window to have kids young. These are just a few of the many stupid thoughts I have had this morning. That's even before I got up to take a piss. It's weird how the mind works.

Okay now it's a few hours later, I've done my work out, went to the casino with pops and are watching the UFC on versus. I'm a big MMA fan so if you ever write about the UFC, bellator or any MMA on your blog let me know I'll follow you. The main thing that sticks out in my mind now was the conversation my dad and I had while sitting at a slot machine. I asked him about when grandma dies (sad thought but I don't think its that far away) are we going to have a funeral for her? I have not lost many people in my life which I don't really know how to feel about. It's a good thing cause I have not had to deal with a lot of death, and a bad thing cause I will be forced later in life to deal with a lot of death. The two grandparents that I have lost are both of my grandpas. My mom's dad past away when I was a teenager and I had never really got to know the man. We did a small family get together where we shared a little about him. As for my dad's dad he died just a year and a half ago. I knew him a little bit better than my other grandpa due to the fact that he was a lot more willing to send time with us. I think my mom's dad did not like my dad very much. He was saying that when she passes we most likely would not have a funeral for her. This kind of upset me, cause she is the one I'm close with, when I smoked we spent hour talking and shooting the sh*t while chain smoking. My final thought on this is... when she does met her maker I want to do everything in my power to honor her with a family get gathering.

Wow that was deep for me. I'm going to end this one on a good? note, So for so strange reason grandma has a subscription to "playboy" while reading one I found miss Katie Downes. She is hot that's all I have to say about that.